Layla Dru, how do you do?
It was 19.20 when I first saw you
You can’t be sad at Christmas
Because that’s not what I want for you
You can’t change your life without taking action
And action is why I had to leave you
But you know that I’m coming back again
So no need for you to feel blue
I wrote this poem on a bar stool
Felix wrote a poem on a hill
You can’t escape the present moment
Because that’s the only thing that’s real
We’ll keep matching forward like the Romans
Because the Romans never knew when they were through
When you told me you were never giving up
I knew I wouldn’t too.
For Layla, London, 24th December 2021
Layla, my daughter, was scared of putting her head under the water when she was a toddler, however one day she told me that even though she was scared, she wasn’t giving up and just did it anyway while I was holding her in the swimming pool! I’m still inspired by that, all these years later and thats how I roll now!
I wrote this at Christmas when I had left Cape Town to move back to England to study nursing. It was a tough time. I was separated from my children, my business had been destroyed by the lockdown and I had no money. I didn’t even have my beloved dogs, because they were stuck in kennels somewhere! It was a period of rebuiding and it was just the beginning of a long road, but, just like my daughter, I didn’t give up!


